More Lessons in Surrender
Apparently, we didn’t show Mother Nature enough humility last week. Four days after our blizzard, a devastating ice storm hit over Christmas Eve night. Power outages necessitated using my generator, which kept us warm & comfy on Christmas - my Christmas gift to myself.
My power came back early the next morning, but thousands are still without it three days later. As the power returned, my DSL connection vanished. AT&T reported no system-wide problems, so the technician felt it was my issue. This created instant frustration and anger within me about still being where I don’t want to be; anger that I felt I’d let go of long ago.
Once again, my dogs and the Universe came to my rescue. While sitting with Saba & Hana, their beautiful energy calmed me. Then, a neighbor called who had no DSL either. When I heard this, my anger evaporated and surrender to the system-wide DSL outage emerged. I awoke today to no landline phone or DSL service. But, I have acceptance, which is far more useful.
I’m relieved watching Hana & Saba use their intelligence to carefully pick their way around the icy yard. With my two teachers, I can handle Mother Nature’s assaults. Although, I hope there isn’t much more. As long as we’re safe, warm and have enough food, nothing else really matters. The car will get out when Mother Nature allows it. It is what it is.
Not that long ago, Hana & Saba would be worrying about the fear they’d be sensing within me. I’m still mastering my lessons in surrender & acceptance, but I’ve come a long way. I think my companions are proud of their student’s progress. I sure hope Mother Nature is too.
Wishing Everyone a Happy & Healthy 2010!


